From @volakjazmin.mira

Hi Seán :)) I know you probably won't see this, but I'm hoping anyway. So first, I would like to thank everyone in this community for being the best people I have met so far. And I would like to thank you, Seán. You were kind to me, believed in me, encouraged me, pulled me out of the hellhole I made for myself. You taught me how to be positive, how to trust that I can do things, and how to love myself. Well, I'm still not doing that one properly, but I'm trying.

I really easily overthink things and that gets to me everytime. At the start of this year (literally the first of January), I broke up with my best friend. There wasn't any fight, or hard feelings for each other, but it was still entirely my fault. I knew I wasn't being myself around her, I just turned inside out when I talked to her. And she was pretty far away from me, so we couldn't meet that often, maybe 2 times a year.

So it tore me up inside, it was all my fault, I lost my best friend, I'm such a terrible person, I hate myself. There was this other girl who I was on really good terms with. I still am, to this day. She helped me get through it, but obviously, she wasn't always there, she had her own life. And unfortunately, I have this habit. When I'm alone, and I have something on my mind, I tend to think that everything bad happening because of me.

Then I realize I should stop and try to take my mind off that topic. Here's when you come in, Seán. I've been watching you for almost a year now. I know that's not a lot, but it changed my world. These past months, everytime I was feeling bad, depressed, sad and hopeless, you were always there to cheer me up. To brighten my life, to make me laugh when moments ago I was crying. And I am so grateful for that.

And I know if you ever get to read this, you're probably gonna think like "woah no I should be thankful for you guys" nd well, yes, that part is true. Wow, that sounded cocky, nevermind. And I still, to this day, want you to know how wonderful you are. Because I think you need to be reminded of that more often. You have such a kind heart, you want to help everyone the best you can. And even without knowing that, and just by being yourself, you've saved lives. Including mine.

I just wanted to say I love you. Truly, from the bottom of my heart. You're my hero, and you will always be. Thank you, for being who you are. I hope that anywhere fate will bring you, you'll always find happiness and love.

All the kisses from Hungary <3