From @stangelandashleigh

Okay here I go... Sorry if I make you cry. Jack/Seán it's almost been five years since I found your channel and I am so glad I did. Finding you and Mark literally saved my life. Sadly, when I found you both I was on the verge of committing suicide because of my depression. I kept saying "Why am I watching, I'm gonna be dead tomorrow morning anyways" and "What's the point of watching if I'm still gonna kill myself anyway."

But watching you (and Mark) gave me hope. Thank you so much Jack/Sean. I love you, your channel, and the community so so much and I'm so glad I found your channel and made it from the end of 2015 to this year and can say that I am mostly depression free, I am completely suicide free, and July 8th this year (sadly one day after my birthday in 2015 I did this) I can say that I'll officially be five years self harm (cutting) clean.

Anyways, if you read this, can you show Mark too maybe? Anyways, thanks for everything

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Hi Jack, I made this a while ago this year, it's got a ton of references on it and I hope you like it cause maybe when I get to meet you I'll give it to you or at least let you see it in person anyway hope you like it it was really fun to do and sorry Sam looks more like a balloon instead of a Septiceye it was my first time drawing.

So first I wanna say that picture was not made by me, the idea was, the girl is, and what Anti is saying to the girl is as well but the picture it's self I can't take credit for. The picture was made by one of my community friends on Instagram Lil or @lildevildarlinn on Instagram. Now about the girl.... Well she's me well me becoming my dark half named Sanity which is basically just female Anti.... Anyway I hope you like this and I can't wait to see Anti again.

So I made this a while ago Jack its you and the Egos I um hope you like it