From Siri
- jsepaxproject
- Mar 25, 2019
- 2 min read
Hi Sean! I really wanna thank you for being like a friend for me. 2016 was the year I saw my first video of you! I though, god he has so much energy! I saw myself (in you) sit in the chair yelling at everything ;) 2016 was even the year I was bullied by my "friends" in class. I had no one to talk to or someone who made me happy. That time you were a friend to me (still are). I looked forward to after school because I could watch you videos. 2017 was the year everything went out the door basically. I got to 7th grade and I got investigated for ADHD and 3 months later I got the diagnose. Everything got really hard that time, I started cutting, got more and more deep thought. My brother and I started arguing about everything, worse than before. It was like everything reached me, what I had gone through. My mom could actually die from cancer 2011. Why did they bully me? Why me? But I fought through the year, you helped me. 2018, I was "my" year I thought.
Well the year started with me getting sexually abused. Yeah, my world totally crashed. I try committing suicide, didn't "do" it. I was totally destroyed. But you, Jack, you helped me through the hardest times in my life. Well it's maybe not better now. 2019, I'm still in 9th grade and I have a deep depression, self harm (cutting) and I'm burned out. I don't go to school at the time. I really don't know how to thank you! You helped me and I can't imagine how many you have helped. It's absolutely amazing. Watching your videos made me feel less alone, and you distracted me when I needed it the most. THANK YOU for the bottom of my heart. You are my hero and inspiration. I hope I can get the chance to meet you someday. You are one of the people that I don't know (that well) but you are still so so important to me. I wish you all the best and that you know we always are going to be by your side. Also you may remember me? Siri from Gotland? 15 year old girl. You teached me what PMA is.
Thank you <3 @_ssirii and @jacksepticeye.jse_
Twitter= IrisSilverSky


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