From @multixfandom.quotes
- jsepaxproject
- Mar 23, 2019
- 2 min read
Hey sean! My name is Esther Audrey, i'm a simple 14 yo girl that lives in Indonesia that is addicted to watch you, edit you and to love you. I wanna say a "few" things but ofc i'm gonna start of to say thank you SO MUCH for everything you've done for me. I know you get this a lot of the time and mine is nothing special. I've been going thru a lot in the start of 2019 with my parents, relationship and school, it's been hard but your videos keeps me smiling, laughing and happy and keeping that PMA in my DNA! I can't go to PAX this year because i live in South-East Asia :/ But if this could get to you and if i EVER meet you...i would talk to you for hours :) My parents don't really like you, heck they hate you, but you were there when they weren't. You were there for me to say "hold on, things will get better i promise" when they didn't YOU SAVED ME AND YOU SAVED A LOT OF OTHER PEOPLE!! If i could save up money in time i might meet you at PAX West 2019 or 2020 (if you're going ofc)
I've been having problems with my parents and my relationship, i feel like i'm just useless and worthless to live and i know people say that they love me but i feel like they're saying that because they only pity me. Heck if i'm happy they wouldn't care about me, i feel like i can never be myself because i hate myself and i don't want to be myself. But when i watch your videos....me comes out, the real me..i became myself. I haven't have the courage to open my masks (yes multiple of mask) but i know that someday i will cuz im keepin that PMA! But when i was beaten down to the ground until i can't get up, i rely on you and you never fail me. People can hate on you all they want but they can't change my mind that you are the real spiderman in this world, in my world (aka my life) So if you're saying that you're dream is to be spiderman, consider it achieved and dreams do come true. Again, you saved me, and not only once! You're my ray of sunshine, the stars in my night, the smile when i took a picture. I love you and i will never stop loving you, and thank you for everything.
Esther


Awww thats way too cute! And dont hate on yourself too much! You know I love you! You know I care!
~sincerly, Ishaan